yes.. hi to all.. i just came home.. and i was looking forward to posting more stuff which i thought of in my head.. but i realise that KC wants to stop.. msging me last night too late.. i was sleeping..

firstly, i feel quite relieve that this thing is over.. but i want to say that i dont regret starting it.. its in me.. i feel angry sometimes when i think of the previous time we quarreled and i sort of gave in.. call me prideful and whatever this is really what i am...

dear kaichian, someone told me that you were childish.. u dared to say you are mature in your blog last time.. but it doesnt seem so in ur previous entries.. let me explain why here to save my own reputation..

xiaowen never called me a bitch.. neither did kianyong.. they laughed at you for being ridiculous.. they arent two faced.. guys aint.. they cant be bothered with this.. but the fact is you insult my squad integrity and bond.. i take it very hard.. its nice to go to school and hear all of them telling me how stupid u r and how they are on my side... now u noe how super WRONG u are..

your friend called me up.. YOUR friend la i call it.. since u so particular abt who is on whose side.. its like u trying to get an army to support you.. kind of funny and pathetic.. 4A ppl does not hate me.. they dont hate nobody.. pls use the word DISLIKE.. and even if they dislike.. they dislike CHAM as a whole.. and thats not anythin new to me since last yr.. and it doesnt bother me.. so yes im clearing things up again..

so Kaichian.. in the above examples.. it proves that YOU DIDNT PROVE ME WRONG.. YOU ARE WRONG.. and im so happy abt that fact.. =) and like wad i said in previous entries.. sometimes pls learn to be more independant and less insecure... cos u did worse stuff den insulting me.. u insulted my FRIENDSHIP with ppl.. and they aint exactly happy abt it.. sometimes when u get angry.. watch what you say.. esp abt OTHERS.. not me..

and yes.. abt the sy thing.. im glad he made u change in thinkin.. i think u r really more mature then me.. i would have happily continued if u haven stopped.. but.. so what if he made u change in thinkin? in all other terms.. my feeling will remain the same.. you've changed.. perhaps this is de last time ill ever say this to you.. cos i will nv tok to you again.. and i dont feel that its a pity after everythin tt happened..

the one stuff i wanna say which is impt is that i started this whole thing.. but i dont regret as i found out that sy isnt that bad.. and shangyunn, im sorry i kept calling u freaky freak.. personal grudge due to misunderstanding.. also.. its a gd thing that from now on i will put back everythin that happn.. and kaichian is non-existent.. hopefully i can get that in my head man.

to everyone un-linkage to this whose been wonderin wads hapned.. nothing la dont be kaypo.. haha.. but for INNOCENT ONES LIKE XW AND KY WB CHAM.. who has been dragged into this.. poor thing.. for those ppl who actually called me up and ask wad hapn n tel me they support me.. kinda sweet.. not gonna use funny name-calling tactics that ppl taught me.. cos its de end for me too..

dont continue.. cos i will.. try me.. and de best solution is to pretend each other don exist.. promise i wun start it by saying stuff abt you in my blog anymore kaichian..

this blog is too public.. i duno who can read it since i put it on my msn nick.. will be changing links again..